Friday, July 25, 2014

Part 26--News, Notes, and Passing Time

No big news in the world of brain damage. As of this morning we are submitting medical records to participate in a clinical trial testing a new drug in Scottsdale, Arizona. I will keep you posted on the results.

I wish I could tell you more, but I know things now that my brain won’t let me explain. I've ceased trying to find the words as it's too hard. Fortunately I still can read now by listening to audio books. I can learn what I know for myself only. It's still too weird for me to explain. In the meantime I can at least still learn and enjoy for myself even if I can't explain to you. Make any sense? No, I didn't think so either. But you're smarter than I.

So I basically still have time for a lot of reading, and that's a good thing, isn't it? Here are book blurbs from some recent stuff I've just read, including an old classic I finally finished. May not even be worth it anymore but that's what you do when you have this kind of time on your hands. Not the worst thing in the world, right?

Hope you enjoy it and please keep in touch.
Love, Steve and Pam

This Is Where I Leave You
The death of Judd Foxman's father marks the first time that the entire Foxman family - including Judd's mother, brothers, and sister - have been together in years. Conspicuously absent: Judd's wife, Jen, whose 14-month affair with Judd's radio-shock-jock boss has recently become painfully public.
Simultaneously mourning the death of his father and the demise of his marriage, Judd joins the rest of the Foxmans as they reluctantly submit to their patriarch's dying request: to spend the seven days following the funeral together. In the same house. Like a family.
As the week quickly spins out of control, longstanding grudges resurface, secrets are revealed, and old passions reawakened. For Judd, it's a weeklong attempt to make sense of the mess his life has become while trying in vain not to get sucked into the regressive battles of his madly dysfunctional family.

Dune

Here is the novel that will be forever considered a triumph of the imagination. Set on the desert planet Arrakis, Dune is the story of the boy Paul Atreides, who would become the mysterious man known as Maud'dib. He would avenge the traitorous plot against his noble family and would bring to fruition humankind's most ancient and unattainable dream.
A stunning blend of adventure and mysticism, environmentalism and politics, Dune won the first Nebula Award, shared the Hugo Award, and formed the basis of what is undoubtedly the grandest epic in science fiction.
Frank Herbert's death in 1986 was a tragic loss, yet the astounding legacy of his visionary fiction will live forever.

The Circle


  • Written by: Dave Eggers

  • The Circle is the exhilarating new audiobook from Dave Eggers, bestselling author of A Hologram for the King, a finalist for the National Book Award.
When Mae Holland is hired to work for the Circle, the world's most powerful internet company, she feels she's been given the opportunity of a lifetime. The Circle, run out of a sprawling California campus, links users' personal emails, social media, banking, and purchasing with their universal operating system, resulting in one online identity and a new age of civility and transparency.
As Mae tours the open-plan office spaces, the towering glass dining facilities, the cozy dorms for those who spend nights at work, she is thrilled with the company's modernity and activity. There are parties that last through the night, there are famous musicians playing on the lawn, there are athletic activities and clubs and brunches, and even an aquarium of rare fish retrieved from the Marianas TrenThech by the CEO.
Mae can't believe her luck, her great fortune to work for the most influential company in the world - even as life beyond the campus grows distant, even as a strange encounter with a colleague leaves her shaken, even as her role at the Circle becomes increasingly public. What begins as the captivating story of one woman's ambition and idealism soon becomes a heart-racing novel of suspense, raising questions about memory, history, privacy, democracy, and the limits of human knowledge.

A Long Way Down

In his eagerly awaited fourth novel, New York Times best-selling author Nick Hornby mines the hearts and psyches of four lost souls who connect just when they've reached the end of the line.
Meet Martin, JJ, Jess, and Maureen. Four people who come together on New Year's Eve: a former TV talk show host, a musician, a teenage girl, and a mother. Three are British, one is American. They encounter one another on the roof of Topper's House, a London destination famous as the last stop for those ready to end their lives.
In four distinct and riveting first-person voices, Nick Hornby tells a story of four individuals confronting the limits of choice, circumstance, and their own mortality. This is a tale of connections made and missed, punishing regrets, and the grace of second chances.
Intense, hilarious, provocative, and moving, A Long Way Down is a novel about suicide that is, surprisingly, full of life.

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Part 25--Where We Are Today


Once again, we had a wonderful visit with everyone in Chicago.


I wish I could have better news to share with you. Unfortunately, the news is not what we have been hoping for. When I got back from Chicago, an MRI revealed that the cancer had spread, and my oncologist told me he could do nothing more for me. The cancer center set up an appointment with a palliative care/hospice organization for terminally ill people.

This past Thursday I did meet with the head of the UNM department of neurosurgery, whose name is Dr. Howard Yonas. He showed us how the tumor is now growing deeper into my brain, and rather than a large mass pressing on my brain, it is now replacing cells and shooting “fingers” into different areas. Surgery is therefore not possible. We will revisit Dr. Yonas in another eight weeks to see if things have changed.

There's a couple of clinical trials Pam and I are looking into. Will let you know if any of it is worth trying.

Meanwhile, your kind wishes and friendship are helping to keep us going. Enjoy today.